Oh Sertraline, why are we playing these sleeping games.
I've had three lates at work in the last two weeks and everytime the manager asks me “What is the medication your taking for?” I just cant say it. She suggests migraine and I just agree, it'll do, and it's better that way.
Last night I was just laying here for six hours… My body feels exhausted but my mind is never at rest now… How is it that my mind can keep me awake, even when I need to rest. My nightmares continue and they are more like sleeping thoughts, perhaps it's common in depression, I dont know. To have negative ruminating thoughts in the day time, yes I know this symptom, but for it to carry on into the night during sleep….? My nightmares are just bland and negative repeating thoughts of issues on my mind during the day.. There is no escape from my own mind…
My bruxism is becoming an issue, I woke up with blood in my mouth and my inner lip was chewed… Now I know anybody with epilepsy knowledge would think along the lines of seizures when I say that, since I've had seizures in the past.. But really after a full year now, would they just return like that…. I dont know…
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